In two days is the judgement day, my BA paper will be taken in or thrown out. I do not know if I am scared, I think not, I'm rather angry. In my opinion my BA paper sucks, the subject was hard, stupid and it was difficult to find any info, the research did not go as I wanted. Darkness consumes me, I wish I could defend my BA paper in June as otherwise it will fuck up my holidays and all my plans. If I will manage to finish this school, still there are bilion of paths in front of me, time flies so fast, I remember my goodbye party when I was going to college. Damn.. am I getting old or what?